It is 4am, why am I awake?
For the past few weeks now I have been falling asleep between 4 and 5am, yet still waking up at a normal time. I don’t know exactly what insomnia entails but idk, I might just have it. I have been awake for hours now and am not at all tired. Usually by the time I go to bed I can hear the birds outside of my window.
I hate it because my life is happy and great right now. I have a path, goals, direction and accomplishments, but the fact that I cannot sleep has to mean something is bothering me. I guess it is pretty bad that I am so detached from my emotions and feelings that I don’t know what is bothering me eh?
Well that is kind of a lie, I might know what is bothering me, but it is something that I really didn’t think would - for that matter didn’t know I cared that much. Some things hit you like a ton of brick before you really notice them coming I guess.
